Clover0510

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Die by Clover0510, literature

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Die

The pain never goes away The scars never really fade You don't wan't my problems And I don't want to hide them Come on now You say I'll live somehow But really you can trust me There's nothing left for me If died in my sorrow You wouldn't have to deal with me tomorrow Would that make the world okay for you? You wouldn't have to deal with me too? So If I die tomorrow Would you feel any sorrow? Come on now You say I'll live somehow But really you can trust me There's nothing left for me If died in my sorrow You wouldn't have to deal with me tomorrow Please don't fear Don't worry my end is near I don't want to be old

Why I live by Clover0510, literature

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Why I live

Life is tough It can get kinda rough When your hanging on the edges Getting pushed off the ledges Think about it sometimes All these meaningless rhymes Why am I still alive? Why haven't I died? My family would cry They may not see through my lies But I know that If they could they'd try To lift me back so I can fly My very few friends have got it rough too And so do some of you I can't worry them with mine They've got their own problems all the time My horse keeps me sane The one distraction from my brain She doesn't worry about my dress size How I look doesn't matter in her eyes I don't want to worry you Or break y

On that note I'm gone by Clover0510, literature

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On that note I'm gone

I'm crying in the rain And smiling through the pain My hands are shaking Inside I'm breaking But I play it off okay Say I need no help today What's happening? Am I cracking? I live in my own world Of make believe fairy tales Where everything is alright I'm someone else, I'm fine. Everything seems perfect For once I'm not worthless But I Wan't to get out, I Can't see my reality Don't want this fantasy I CANT LIVE THIS WAY ANYMORE Talk to me I need your voice to be Okay for once this time So I can swear I am fine I lie awake dreaming If I sleep I'll be screaming The demons hunt m

On that note I'm gone by Clover0510, literature

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On that note I'm gone

What I won't tell you by Clover0510, literature

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What I won't tell you

She started off alright Smiling with no demons to fight Until slowly she sunk down and down Till in depression she would drown She didn't know what happened Didn't know why she had this Life was great She had no complaints So why is all this sadness haunting? She thought that was bad enough before all the demons started talking They whispered and urged her towards the blade She didn't know why they played and played With her head but anyways She held the blade for days Before finally making the slice Expecting pain, her arm diced But to her surprise The tingling really felt quite nice Distracted her f

Swing higher by Clover0510, literature

Again by Clover0510, literature

Smile for me by Clover0510, literature

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Smile for me

Life is beautiful Look at the colors The way they spin and twirl Lose your self so far in your head That no one can help But to want to follow you in Cry out loud So people who want to help Can hear the sound Keep on trying Even if it means You have to stop lying Your act is falling People start To hear you calling Your not okay I know There is no way But your gonna be fine It may hurt now But I promise not all the time People say they want to help But they don't have time The only one who can help is yourself I'm so sorry for you That this life Was chosen for you to do Just hang on Stop yelling a

Beautiful by Clover0510, literature

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Beautiful

Crooked nose And bent up toes Braces big as cars And acne scars Can't you see your beautiful? Can't you see your beautiful? However you look Nose hid in a book Just remember your beautful, Somebody loves you And wants to see you smile too Nerdy glasses Skipping classes Just so you don't have to hear All the remarks that give you tears Can't you see your beautiful? Can't you see your beautiful? However you look Nose hid in a book Just remember your beautful, Somebody loves you And wants to see you smile too Remember you in your ripped jeans Falling apart at the seams More stunning that the cheerl

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Die by Clover0510, literature

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Die

Why I live by Clover0510, literature

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Why I live

On that note I'm gone by Clover0510, literature

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On that note I'm gone

On that note I'm gone by Clover0510, literature

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On that note I'm gone

What I won't tell you by Clover0510, literature

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What I won't tell you

Swing higher by Clover0510, literature

Again by Clover0510, literature

Smile for me by Clover0510, literature

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Smile for me

Beautiful by Clover0510, literature

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Beautiful

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pretty boys break hearts. by Pretty-As-A-Picture, literature

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pretty boys break hearts.

sometimes I think I’m just a mess of badly drawn lines. I’m just scrawled veins beneath paper rough skin, I wear poorly sketched scars on my thighs [skin deep red pen lines] and even my smile is lop-sided- but he never seemed to notice. my skin [spread like thick icing over my skeleton] is a monotonous pattern of pores, a stretch of the world the sun never kissed. I can’t see the beauty in multitudes of freckles and chipped fingernails- but he does. ‘why do you love me?’ ‘you make me happy.’ I never could figure out just how. was it my illegible love notes, or the tiny hearts I drew into his bare back wi

Razor Slut by diabola666, literature

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Razor Slut

It started so many years ago. A little problem that proceeded to grow, How big it would get, no one could know. But if they had, it could have helped so. She grasped the blade, it touched her skin; This is where the saga did begin. She cut herself to remove her sin, The evil poured out as the steel went in. She soon realized that each cut brought release It brought her harmony, brought her peace. It was a welcome feeling, how could she cease? The amount of cutting began to increase. It was a vicious cycle of blood and pain She'd cut one day, then try to abstain. You can't understand, because it's hard to explain; Bu

Cut by loveislost1987, literature

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Cut

Cutting, Splicing. Wrists, Twist. I cut my self, To keep my heart on its proper shelf If I do this, Nothing goes amiss. I keep things inside, Long ago the love inside me died. My emotions shown are few. I will pay my dues. Make everyone think I'm fine. Make them feel I'm fine. I watch the blood flow from my veins. I stay locked away, In my cell, in my chains. All I see is darkness, I know no day. I shed no tears, I show no fears. I've done this for years. I am an actress. Showing no distress. My life is a stage, The spotlight, tis a deathly cage. I don't let them see I'm a mess. I show them what they wan

Lies. by EmoLove-4ever, literature

Crying for Help by TsutaChishio, literature

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Crying for Help

(Help me, help me, help me) Time moves by so slowly. (Leave me, leave me, leave me) My heartbeat is so frail. (Stop me, stop me, stop me) I want to wail, but I can't let it out. (Kill me, kill me, kill me) All the people will ever hear is my strangled laughing. (Break me, break me, break me) And they won't ever stop to think that it might not be real. (Save me, save me, save me....)

Slash and Thrash. by RunningOutOfExcuses, literature

To Her by Ravenatawritingdesk, literature

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To Her

You're the reason for my everything You're the "why" I can't explain You're the dream I'll never leave behind. You're the name-sake of my butterfly You're the hope I can't let die You're the girl that won't get off my mind. You're the love-poem I could never write You're the thought that keeps me up at night You're the smile that doesn't want to fade away. You're the face that lives in fantasy You're the dream I almost see You're those whispered words I'll never dare to say. ... I love you.

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Innocencce by Clover0510, literature

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Innocencce

Cry myself to sleep never miss a night Only to wake up and pray for the light I can't see I can't breathe and I can't fall asleep There are demons in my dreams Tearing me apart at the seams But when you think about it there is no doubt that it is pointless selfish what is life but a dream? do you really want to die old and die as you seem? Your beautiful when your young hyped up on fun dip and high strung innocent and oblivious that when you get older your looks will grow colder and the mirrors will start to lie reflecting that part of you that long ago died The one with the scars and the one that died hard with her

Innocencce

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Deviant for 13 years
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Not much to say here.
Poet, writer, artist.
whatever you want to call me.

Current Residence: The island of isolation
Favourite genre of music: Rock ^^
Favourite photographer: My mom^^
Favourite style of art: animals and landscape
Operating System: my laptop
MP3 player of choice: I pod
Skin of choice: mine....
Favourite cartoon character: DORI
Personal Quote: All I pay my pschiciatrist is the cost of feed, horse treats, and hay, she'll listen to me any

Favourite Visual Artist

-points to her talented buddies-

Favourite Movies

FINDING NEMO

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Three days grace and evanescence

Favourite Writers

me! jk, edgar allen poe

Favourite Games

kinnect dance central

Favourite Gaming Platform

my couch

Tools of the Trade

SHARPIE

Other Interests

Horsebackriding, poetry

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Clover0510

Jul 2, 2011

New Account

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I am yet again making a new account. I'm going to try to write some happier stuff and don't want the old stuff in my account. but I'll still check this sometimes and keep writing on the other :) new name: LuckyClover38 please rewatch me if you want to and I'll try to rewatch everyone I have.

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Clover0510

Jun 6, 2011

I am 140% mentally ill

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[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.' [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. [X] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.(golf cart!) [x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks. [x] You have run into a tree/bush. [x] You have been called a blonde. TOTAL: 6 [x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. [x] You just tried to lick your elbow. [x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody. [x] You just sang them to make sure. [x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. [x] You have choked on your own s

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Clover0510

Jun 5, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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Rules: 1) Choose 3 of your OCs 2) Make your OCs answer these questions. 3) Tag 3 other people. (Not going to bother with that one) 4) Add one question of your own. I choose: Katherine Shadowstrider Liliane Santiago Me (I know I'm not an oc. I don't care) 1) Do you want a hug? Kat: Do it and you die. Lily: YES! Me: -shrugs- alright. 2) Are you a virgin? Kat: I'M FIFTEEN! Lily: ME TOO! Me: I'm 14! 3) Do you have any kids? Kat: I would hope none of us do.. 4) Have you killed anyone? Kat: you know that one Lily: no! I'm a vegatarian so no animals either! and a nice person. Me: no.... 5) Do you hate anyone? Kat: everyone L

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ByakkoGirl

Jul 3, 2011

There's only ONE MORE WEEK to be in our contest over at

! All you have to do is recruit people to our group and make sure they tell us YOU sent them! Prizes from me and

Thanks for the watch

Welcome

a friend showed me your stuff a while ago and I meant to watch you then, but it totally escaped my mind and for some odd reason I just remembered now XD

XxXxEmoGirlShayxXxX

Jun 1, 2011

Fail XD I appreciate you remembering though!

[link] lol

Thanks so much for adding me to your watchlist! I’ll try not to disappoint you.

Clover0510

May 18, 2011

Welcome

love your work. And the fact that you introduced me to the butterfly project <3